I copied this segment from my Icon Ms. Vern Enciso (You can see her version Vern Enciso's Blog here) “Perks of Being 19” Mine is Perks of Being 15. What I love from Vern Enciso is that, she’s really an icon for everybody. She’s not Maarte at all. The way she dresses is an epitome of girl’s fashion. But what really caught my heart is her humility to her readers.
I’m now 15 years old and still I can’t move on from my childhood memories. I still feel a kid. It makes me feel sad whenever I’m alone and stuck with magazines and screen. 4 months more and I’ll be “SWEET SIXTEEN” the peg na. I feel nervous and excited at the same time. I’ll share to you what I experienced during my 15 years of existence. *Fifteen by Taylor Swift playing in my head* *LOL*
1. My faith in God was strengthened. Seriously speaking. Thanks to our speech class and VE adviser J
2. My family and I were more closed compare to the last previous years.
3. I enjoyed hanging out with my friends. My mom allows me now in going Lipa alone with them. Hopefully we can now stroll in Manila with my blogger friends. Hahaha! :)
4. My fashion sense has changed. From basics to girly and glam! I can say that I’m such a stylist material compared from the start.
5. I’m no longer part of the ANIHAN organization which is exclusive for 7-14 years old only. Bye Calamba Laguna. I’ll miss you. See you whenever.
6. As time passed by, I’ll miss my childhood memories together with my cousins and even the whole family. Well, Memories last forever naman eh.Yes, I’m close to tears.
7. BUT WHAT REALLY EXCITES ME? I will experience and learn new things all by myself or with other people. I will reach places and enjoy things with new companies when I leave this age. Right?
I know I shouldn’t fear growing up. AHA But I can’t control my fears. HUHUHU SILENT CRY. LOL I will always remember by heart these lyrics “There’s a place you can go where your heart is free. There’s a rhythm that’s right for your soul” It’s from a Barbie movie, “12 Dancing Princesses” entitled “Shine”. I just shared the song to you guys. Especially to the girls, I really know how it feels, of how you feel. Girls are really soft-hearted people. We are very sentimental, right? Pero ako naman, I feel senti not because of love or what. Hindi ko lang magets ang mundo. Minsan dadating yung time na ang sarap mabuhay. Tapos may time na nakakatamad.Basta. Hindi ko ga maexplain. But what I’m sure is kung ano ngayon alam ko, tama itong feeling na to. Nasa tama na akong pag-iisip kasi nga I’m growing up. Hindi naman lahat ng bagay kailangang iwan diba? Lahat ng bagay lilipas at mawawala pero may bagay talaga na hindi mo malilimutan. For me it’s child hood! :) And as I enter college, I'm sure there would be lots of strugges to face but they say, Lilipas din yan. I won't give up on my dreams. Let my dreams give up on me :> -- The Perks of Being 15 <3